Lord Byron:

"Sorrow is knowledge, those that know the most must mourn the deepest, the tree of knowledge is not the tree of life"

Tuesday, July 12, 2011

Transformation




After Sorcia's burial I went into my home to store the items I'd used and clean up stuff.
I noticed that it was 4.15 PM, the time the vet started the procedure 24 hours ago.
I stored some items and just wanted to put my cleaning gloves on when I noticed that the Finches were startled by something. I looked and in through the open garden door came a butterfly. She flew towards me, I walked immediately towards her. She flapped near my shoulder for a bit and I stretched out my hand so she could land on it. She didn't but she flapped around it for a bit.
Then she went in a straight line across the room and flew through a gap just above the floor between the couch and the armchair which are placed against a small cabinet in the corner of the room.
This was Sorcia's den. Only he and the cats were able to reach this spot through the small gap. His bed was placed at the end under the cabinet. The last couple of years he spent almost all day in this spot except for the last few days.
I immediately took a look and the butterfly was flapping about underneath the cabinet. I went to get my camera and when I returned she was hanging from the bottom of the low cabinet, motionless.
On the first pic I took she still had her wings open, after that she kept them closed.
I made many pics and stayed with her for a very long time but than I decided to release her, it was too much of a risk that my cats would notice her and kill her.
She sat on my finger for a while, but as I wanted to take a pic of this, she flew away and landed on the Finches cage next to the open door. I grabbed my camera again, but as I looked for it she was gone...

Later on I realized that the butterfly came flying in at the time of Sorcia's death the day before.


Thank you Sorcia for sending me this beautiful Peacock Butterfly, this very special and very dear, much cherished and precious message.
I am amazed and so grateful.




Rest My Love


Monday, July 11, 2011

Forever Sorcia


This afternoon around 4.30 PM Sorcia, my little big warrior, passed away.
This pic was taken 5 days ago.

Sorcia was raised by Dena, my first Great Dane. When she died Sorcia took over control by bossing everybody around, except me. He always deeply respected me.
Sorcia always felt the need to protect me, he had real guts and feared nothing.
Over the years he built up an enormous ego.

He was crazy about cats, also of the ones on the street.
He used to mount my cats all day long before he was neutered, after that he only did this a couple of times a day.
He followed the cats everywhere as if he was one of them, walking over the sink, on the piano.

He was very tough and had such a strong character.
It is a year ago that he came along for the very last time for a long hike on the beach, this at the age of 16,7.

Exactly one month ago he suffered a stroke of which he didn't fully recover.
Yesterday he had a severe epileptic seizure and this time he didn't recover at all.
In 3,5 months time he would have become 18 years old.
I will miss him deeply, I already do, but I am so happy that I shared such a big part of my life with him.

Sorcia; tough, rough, energetic, will powered, funny, sweet, loyal, strong, fearless, super sized Chihuahua of mine, thank you for everything you gave me, your sincere, unconditional love and your unbreakable loyalty.

Rest my love




Forever Sorcia Vid

Monday, July 4, 2011

Kaylee's Kittens Vid

Fay & Her Kittens Vid

Milka's Kittens & The Laser Light Vid

Milka's Kittens & The Mattress Vid

Milka, Her Kittens & The Cat Tunnels Vid

Milka's Kittens Vid

Milka, Her Kittens & The Cat Pole Vid

Milka & Her Kittens Vid

Live Painting


At Van Siduroy's Farm

Today, while the weather was gorgeous, I went over to Miriam at her farm: Van Siduroy's Hoeve
Their cuddly goats




Their pond

Their female shy duck is looking for her lover and running to hide in the bushes
Their most tame Koi

Rabbit
Their 3 dogs, Butch, Anouk & Senna
They love to play in the garden!
Their guest Coweta is taking it easy




Sunday, July 3, 2011

Metropolis

This eve I went for a couple of hours to Metropolis, a free music festival in Rotterdam and saw the following bands play:
Pioneers of Love


La Boutique Fantastique

The Vaccines


Krach