Lord Byron:

"Sorrow is knowledge, those that know the most must mourn the deepest, the tree of knowledge is not the tree of life"

Friday, August 17, 2007

Forever Xor

Rest my darling

5 comments:

iilandia said...

that dog is beautiful. what's the story behind Xorry?

wolvinya said...

A long one...

She is Rebound-guy's dog.
3 Years ago I met her and the second we did she chose me. She didn't notice the guy at all anymore. So she lived with me and didn't leave my side,not even for a split second.
Than one day,after 3 months,he took her away from me. I broke.
I did try to get her back,no luck.
But she lived closeby,so time after time I bumped into her and she came running to me always. She just didn't understand why she wasn't allowed to be with me anymore. This hurted always too much for the both of us. I always had to return her to the guy,he calling her had no effect.
He even told me that for so long he couldn't pass my street 'cause she did her best to get back with me.

Because of the hurt I had to break the bond between her and me.
Soon after that Lavinya came into my life; a thing she wasn't that pleased with. I just tried to ignore her to avoid the pain.
It felt like I kicked her out of my pack,like I abandoned her. Which certainly wasn't so.
Hurt,pain.

About 2 weeks ago I bumped into them again. I was shocked,'cause I saw that there was something really wrong with her. They didn't know yet till last sunday. Sunday she became ill,many tests,and it turned out on thursday that she had cancer of the stomache. Nothing could be done.
So the guy called me thursday-evening and told me the horrible news and gave me the opportunity to say goodbye to her. Which I did. She was so happy to see me! And gave me kisses even,although she was so ill,in so much pain. That day they even went to Belgium with her to give her blood-transfusions,it couldn't be done over here. Her red-cell bloodcount was just 15 %. She had a very high fever and kept loosing her bloodplasma through her urine. Skinny as hell,didn't wanna eat a thing,except for the paté I fed her. She was just 4 years of age.

Xor will always be my girl,next to Lavinya and my deceased Dena.


~E~

iilandia said...

OMG...what a story. Xorry and u look so much alike and spiritly matched. i saw this b4 u told of the story. i once had an encounter like that w/a pit. i met this pit once through an old boyfriend and the next day the pit showed up on my door step. the pit walked through 2 cities to get to me and the pit had no clue where i lived...talk about tracking. i kept the pit only for a couple weeks until the ex boyfriend took him away from me.

:(

u will meet up w/Xorry in your next life.

wolvinya said...

That's uncanny!
You having a somewhat similar experience.
So whatever happened to this pit? Do you know?

I had to part twice with my girl,this time final.


One can 'own' a dog,but the real choice lies in the heart.

~E~

WolfDen said...

She will always be with you in your heart.....she knows.